ESPN – Josh Gordon is stepping away from football yet again.

Today, the troubled wide receiver announced via Twitter his decision to leave the game of football behind indefinitely as he continues his quest for self-betterment. In a subsequent tweet that has since been deleted due to it containing names of various hostels, Gordon, 27, outlined a plan that had him setting out on a trip of a lifetime shortly after Christmas, hopeful that getting away from it all will help him unlock the best version of himself. Totes.

If social media has taught us anything, it’s that one does not truly know themselves until they’ve taken the time to get blackout drunk on at least two continents. We here at the Rowdy Section wish Josh nothing but the best as he prepares to embark on his eye-opening, headache-inducing, round-the-world adventure.

A leaked photo that 100 percent never existed appeared to show Gordon’s itinerary and had him arriving in Koh Phangan on January 2, 2019, which happens to be the date of the next Full Moon Party.

Get well soon, Josh.